Emotions are powerful. It only takes a moment for them to persuade us closer toward, or further away from what we know or believe is true. If I’m to be transparent, I’ve had a lot of mixed emotions this week, primarily because I’ve felt out of control. There are a few things I dig into (besides the usual Digging Deeper material) when I feel that way. I’ve never laid tile before, so I decided it’d be a good way to relieve some stress. Right. After cleaning up grout at 3:00am, I’m reluctant to do it again soon. As you can see, the tile came out looking better than my hands.
So about feeling out of control… As you know, we brought Bowen home a week ago Monday. We had planned for Sarah’s parents to keep Emmy and Claire for a couple days so that we could focus on getting Bowen re-adjusted to being back at home. Tuesday night, Claire struck up a fever of almost 104 degrees, and much to our disappointment, we couldn’t let the girls be around their brother. As the days progressed, it seemed as though both Claire and Bowen did not. Claire had a hard time shaking her virus, and Bowen became less active and more irritable by the day. We could only describe him as weak, whimpering, and almost sad.
By Sunday, we were finally able to bring the girls home for the first time since Bowen’s surgery, but he still wasn’t acting well. Only one hour after they arrived, Sarah and I had to make the difficult decision to leave them again and take Bowen back to U of M. Our hearts were heavy on our way to Ann Arbor. Unlike last our last drive north, it wasn’t sadness that brought tears to my eyes, but it was a tear of happiness that found it’s way down my cheek. I looked at Sarah and said, “This is why theology matters.” The word theology has a rigid sound, and it certainly doesn’t sound like a word that fits into an emotional conversation. I’ve come to understand that studying God is an essential part of knowing him, and loving him with your mind (Matthew 22:37). During our drive to Michigan I was taken by the beauty, depth, and comfort of knowing what I believe and why. All the wrestling that I’ve done with my faith over the past year, along all the questions to which I’ve sought hard answers, have left me with “blessed assurance.”
Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Savior am happy and blessed,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
– Frances J. Crosby
When you realize you’re not in control, it becomes clear how important it is to know who is. I’ve come to hold a high view of the sovereignty of God through my struggles. In simple words, I believe that God is in control and do my best to submit my worries into his care.
I know you’re wondering how Bowen is doing today. Judging by this picture I took of him in the E.R., he must’ve thought it was pretty funny that we drove him all the way to Michigan when everything was fine. All of his tests turned out good results, and the doctors are pretty sure nothing major is wrong. We’re still keeping a close eye on him, but he seems to be doing much better. I also think it did his heart well to spend a day at home with his sisters.
Darla
March 15, 2011 at 2:14 am
I was just having this conversation with a friend a couple days ago. Kids always look better when you get them to the doctors office/hospital. Don’t know what it is, but it seems like fever will break, they perk up and want to play, when they looked so miserable at home. I am so glad everything was okay at the hospital. I continue to pray for your handsome little man. Is it possible dear Bowen is just teething? Love Darla
PS-Love the tile!
Micah
March 15, 2011 at 2:16 am
Tile is looking good, hands not so much :). We are keeping Bowen, and your family in our prayers, and Darla has a point about kids when they get to the doctors/hospital :). Hang in there guys!
Micah
March 15, 2011 at 2:37 am
On the part about emotions being powerful, yes I would tend to agree. We’ve found out in just a few short days that the times we thought we were in control are the times that we are the most not in control of how things are. Perfect example is our daughter Lindsey, we thought we were finally in control of her breathing issues, only to find out that half her heart does not work the way it should, and will end up having open heart surgery in July. I say that to say this, the only thing that has held myself, and my family strong, is our faith in Christ. I know it sounds a bit like a cliche, but it’s the truth, and the further we dug into God’s Word, especially in those times, the more we felt that peace that passes all understanding and sooner or later that wave of relief comes over us. We know it’s going to be a hard year, and we anticipate the tears for whatever reason, and still dig into His Word. After all, it’s the only thing that holds our family together. When God is in control is when things really start to resolve themselves, and yes, there are times when we’re at our lowest point of the day/week/month/year, whatever it may be, that He’s still in control, we just don’t realize it.
Lots of love and hugs from our family to yours 🙂
Riete
March 15, 2011 at 3:01 am
Bowen looks a bt naughty, LOL. He definitely enjoyed the trip, I guess 😉
Angie
March 15, 2011 at 4:14 am
Thank you for sharing your story about your son at your Concert(In Oregon). It was so touching….God is Wonderful all the time, will continue to pray for baby Bowen and your family,as I have. What a wonderful testimony of “faith” you have, What a Awesome God we serve.Continue to put your trust and hope in Him, , I’m so happy for you…
Isobel
March 15, 2011 at 4:43 am
I think he likes (long) trips in the car, especially on his own with you both, feeling your love and care !
Having 5 kids , I’ve often taken one who’s been ‘very ill ‘ for a day or two to the doctor, only to find
everything’s fine. ( …what am I doing here :/ ) May have been the healing ‘smell’ in the doctor’s office 🙂 But often I think we’d had the dark before the dawn. But I know your apprehension where Bowen’s concerned is greater.
Anyway, I’m so glad he was spared the flu. What a tummy he has! Precious ‘healing’ scars! I still have to laugh at the thot of modelling underwear 😀 Hope Claire’s doing well again.
Well done on the tile Matt. It is , after all, another acquired skill 🙂 So go ahead and be proud.
Still praying for you all,
Love , Isobel
Yanna Westmoreland
March 15, 2011 at 5:25 am
I am loving that so many are on Bowen’s site in the wee hours of the morning. “Very early in the morning while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place where he prayed.” Mark 1:38. I was on my email catching up on the many devotional emails I have received when I saw Matt had posted a new blog message. How wonderful to be in the Word and be given a visual of a present day miracle! I pray for you everyday Bowen, I love your laughter at the ER this makes me smile. I have an 18 year old son and a 20 year old daughter. I know from experience we have spent many more hours in the ER under false alarms for the son!! I take this as God sending His giggle to let your mom and dad know they will have a life filled with joy and some false alarms as you grow. Matt, this is one of those photos you put on your refrigerator to look at before you panic and remember God is in control just as you said and quoted from “blessed assurance”. Now, I feel satisfied in my soul and am going back to bed with a tune to lull me to sleep. May I put in a wee request, sing it for us sometime and add just you singing acapella (I’m a Church of Christ girl) that would be nice. Keep grinning, laughing and growing Bowen!
Isobel
March 15, 2011 at 2:13 pm
Loved your post Yanna. I must confess tho , that I’m cheating and not usually posting in the middle of the night , as some of you are. We live in Belgium and are 6+ hrs ahead of you all! So it’s 19.10h now , dishes are done , kids are doing homework and I have a few moments to myself to use the pc!! 😀
Be blessed.
Tania
March 15, 2011 at 5:39 am
I can’t get enough of that smile! I’m glad everything looked good on his tests and that he appears to be doing well.
Kimberlie Morris
March 15, 2011 at 5:59 am
What an amazing picture of Bowen. My goodness he is a cutie. I totally understand this whole “control” thing or rather lack there of. I just brought my little one home from the hospital on Saturday night after a 72 hr video EEG. It was supposed to be a 48 hr procedure, to see if we could “catch” her having a seizure, as we had missed them on numerous regular EEG’s in the recent past. Before going in this time, I sent out an SOS to every prayer warrior I could think of, asking them to ask God to let the Dr’s see something this time, to give them wisdom, and guidance. After over 30 hrs on the monitor, we still had not been able to catch anything. THEN, at 1:23 am on Friday morning, she had a 15 second episode. When the Dr. came in on rounds in the morning, he was able to rewind the “tape” and SEE it. He called it an Epileptic Episode. Because of that 15 seconds, he ordered an additional 24 monitoring to see if there were more. I was ELATED. Not that my little girl is having Epileptic Episodes, but that God answered our prayers and the Dr’s are FINALLY getting to some answers. My ‘Blessed Assurance’ came in that God didn’t need the entire 72 hrs to do what I asked Him to do. He did it in 15 SECONDS! Again He lovingly showed me that when I let Him be in control, and stop taking control back myself, HE can and WILL do amazingly, MIRACLES. I find myself in total aww so much of the time at the splendor of His faithfulness to us. What a MIGHTY God we serve!
Much love, prayers, and hugs to you all! Be BLESSED beyond measure.
Kim
Connie
March 15, 2011 at 6:54 am
Your tile work looks great, your hands no so much!
Bowen looks beautiful, thank the lord that all is well with that handsome boy!
I hope Clair is feeling better also.
I just would like to tell you, every morning I start my day with up-dates from you or Sarah about Bowen, about our lord and your up lifting points about our daily lives and our walk on this earth with our God.
Thank you for all your inspirational thoughts and views. Bless your family!
Michelle
March 15, 2011 at 6:57 am
He was just confirming that he does have you wrapped around his cute little finger. 🙂 I’m sure it brought you a little comfort just to have him looked too. Your family is always in our prayers! 🙂
Sandy
March 15, 2011 at 7:04 am
Hi Matt and Sarah,
I am SOOO thankful that Bowen is OK. That little stinker!! That picture is priceless!!! Having surgery recently myself…I realize HOW LONG it really (must to my chagrin) takes to heal. It is GREAT that Bowen is better. I pray he will continue to heal!!
I am glad the girls are better!!
NOW…the tile job is AWESOME!! It is hard work, but you will enjoy it for years to come!!!
Thank you for the quote!! The blessed assurance of Christ is the only thing that really matter and when the going gets tough…that is what saves us!!!
Have a blessed week!!!
Love ya,
Sandy
Cole’s Foundation
[email protected]
Sonya Aydell
March 15, 2011 at 7:55 am
I’m hoping its okay if I “steal” a quote from your post above. Knowing and resting in the fact that God loves me and is in complete control is what has gotten me through so many tough times in raising my kids. The past 2 years with my 18-yr-old have been some of the hardest, but I know that I am not in control and am so thankful that I know who is!
Gayatri Brooks
March 15, 2011 at 7:56 am
Hi! Things have been very busy so I have not been able to post anything…I keep up with what’s going on & I pray for your family. I was so excited to see the picture of Bowed! He is absolutely too cute!!! My 17 yr old had surgery for scoliosis on Dec. 8, 2010 then developed an infection in late December. She require another procedure to clean out the incision site. The doctors found that the infection went down to the titanium rods they put in place to help keep her spine straight. She was on a month of IV antibiotics at home…very stressful.
I love that you have talked about the struggle of finding balance with caring for Bowed and still meeting the needs of your sweet little ladies. I am a mom of four and it is so difficult to keep that balanced. I have to care for my daughter Imani because of her health….but my other kids need me too. I pray for God to parent them & meet their needs especially when I am away. I am blessed with children that are amazing…they have weathered the storms w/such grace. Even when it is hard for them they try to help mommy. It makes me appreciate them so much more & want to invest in them! My 15 yr old daughter is a really tough chick 😉 So when she cried at our visit in December it was so hard for me to see her that way. The kids came up to spend some time w/me and visit their sister in PICU. They had not seen us of 5 days & it felt like forever. Amariah just cried & said I just want you to come home. I had no words that could fix this. We cuddled on the bed and I held her while she cried ….it was hours before I could leave her. I needed that time with her as much as she did. She knew I had to stay with her sister but for a little while I could be there with/for her.
I really had not planned to say this much…Bowen’s picture was so cute it just drew me to this page 😉 And I really understand how challenging it is to care for everyone. Thank-you again for your honesty and allowing us to walk with you through this season.
Blessings…
Chuck & Anita Petersen
March 15, 2011 at 8:08 am
We were wondering why there had been no postings for awhile. We were praying it was because everything was going so great. We kind of missed them; it helps us pray more specifically and we love the digging deeper. We rejoice in that everyone is doing better.
If you want to do any more tile work, we need some done in our kitchen. We pay well plus we will feed you.
I still pray for you every time I hear a Sanctus Real song.
Erin Beckemeier
March 15, 2011 at 8:09 am
I’m sure you’ve heard this before, but is it possible that Bowen was having “glenn headaches?” I’ve always heard that it takes babies awhile to adjust to the higher pressures in their head with the new Glenn circulation. Just a thought! Glad he’s better and back home.
Jyll
March 15, 2011 at 8:14 am
Glad to hear all is ok with Bowen! He looks so precious in this picture! May he continue to heal and get better everyday!
Robin
March 15, 2011 at 8:18 am
Glad to hear he is feeling better. He is so cute! Yes, I was wondering why we had not heard anything from you regarding Bowen. Hope he keeps feeling better.
God Bless you Bowen and Hammitt family!
Susanne
March 15, 2011 at 8:21 am
I am so glad to hear Bowen is well, praise the Lord! I bet he was just missing his sisters. Its amazing how such a small person can know so quickly when all is not right in the world around them. We are always praying for him and your family. Continue to draw your strength from Him.
Kelly Wagner
March 15, 2011 at 8:25 am
So glad that things seem to have turned the corner for Bowen…I understand what you mean when you talk about that feeling you get when you realize that you’re not in control. We are awaiting test results for our 12 year old and though I have said that I’m handing it over to God, my humanness still causes me to struggle…Praying for happy, healthy times for the entire Hammitt family. Thank you for the blessing you are in my life through the words in your blog.
Dianne Green
March 15, 2011 at 8:36 am
So good to hear from you all again – what a horrible week for you though. I’m glad the girls are feeling better – Bowen’s smile speaks for himself. He’s such a doll and a delight to my spirits when I see his little smile. I pray for your family often. These trying times are making and molding you to be who God wants you to be. Your testimony alone shouts that God is in control, no matter what. And God is good. All the time. No matter what. Love you all!
Dianne
Pam
March 15, 2011 at 8:37 am
Bowen is so beautiful! My daughters and I so look forward to the pics you post of him. Your family is such a blessing to us. We love you and pray for you all.
debra
March 15, 2011 at 8:47 am
God is in control, and therefore in everything I can give thanks, not because of the situation, but because of the One who directs and rules over it.~Kay Arthur~
Nancy
March 15, 2011 at 8:49 am
So thankful Bowen is ok! What a little stinker! He has a gleam of mischief in his eyes! You are all in my prayers every day!
Lizzie
March 15, 2011 at 8:51 am
Glad things are better!
Still praying for Bowen and your family.
Nan Lowery
March 15, 2011 at 8:51 am
Praying God’s continued blessing of healing for the whole Hammitt clan. Thank you for the updates and Digging Deeper, both are very much appreciated.
Jeri Lau
March 15, 2011 at 8:54 am
I look forward to your posts/updates and pictures. I am SOOO glad to hear Bowen is ok and Claire is doing well. I agree with Darla, perhaps a bit of teething? I LOVE to see those pictures of Bowen. He has such a contagious smile! My prayers continue to be with you all. God’s blessings!
Jeri
Jason & Patricia Heidinger
March 15, 2011 at 8:55 am
I’m so glad to hear that there was nothing wrong with Bowen. May God continue to watch over your family and heal Claire of her virus so that she may once again be a loving sister and watch over little Bowen. I know it saddens you that the girls did not spend much time with him or yourselves but these days will not last forever, soon you will all be playing and laughing and worshiping together as a family. We will keep you all in our prayers.
The tile looks great!
The Heidingers
Catherine
March 15, 2011 at 8:56 am
I’m glad he’s feeling better. Praying for continued strength for your whole family and a speedy recovery for Bowen
Vickie Quick
March 15, 2011 at 9:09 am
HE MISSED HIS SISTERS! That was why he seemed “sad”. We try so hard to figure out our kids, to get them the best medical care and attend to their needs. Sometimes we make it harder than it has to be….and the answer is right in front of us. The bond between them is very strong, and I believe he needed them. The doctors took care of the physical part, but his heart was hurting in a different way. God chooses amazing ways to teach us! May he continue to bless you and your family. 🙂
Vickie
Alice
March 15, 2011 at 9:18 am
M;aybe Bowen is just missing playing with his sisters? When my son is in hospital for a long period only his sister can make him happy ( he had a liver transplant and a lot of hospital stays before that)
Praying for Bowen and family
Alice
Nancy Black
March 15, 2011 at 9:23 am
Good Morning Matt and Sarah,
Hey Matt, I have to tell you that you did a good job but next time use those plastic gloves and make sure they fit snugly, you have a grout burn. You can put this natural lotion called corn huskers or aloe to help soothe and heal it. I used to help my (ex) tile and I was the person who wiped down the grout.
As for your Precious Baby Bowen, when I saw that little smile, he touched my heart. Little do we understand the power of our Almighty Loving Father, I often wonder why things happened but all I know they happen for a reason and that reason is God’s plan. Yes, we all have a God moment where we begin to understand what he meant about free will and what is meant by God’s in control – in the driver’s seat.
Yesterday, I went for a job interview in Providence Rhode Island. My car was in the shop so I had to take a bus then public transportation. When I got to where I was supposed to go, I found out I had to walk 4 miles in heels. Thank God, I choose to wear the ones that were comfortable to walk in. When I returned home I was disappointed. I didn’t think the interview went well because I never encountered an interview like I had it was weird and it wasn’t like I practiced for. So I felt like giving up. This morning I realize what happened along the way. I encountered 3 people and our conversations were about God and how wonderful he is, I was meant to met them, it was meant to be. We never know what will happen in our lives but knowing that God has his hands in our lives makes the journeys worth the while.
When I saw Bowen’s smile, it brought hope back into my life so up-lifting. So maybe you were meant to reacquaint yourself with your savior, to write back to us and share your experience, and your sweet little precious baby was missing his sisters, he probably could not understand that he was home and his sisters weren’t. They have bonded, isn’t that wonderful 🙂
Have a Great Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Thank You, Thank you, Thank you, all merciful loving Heavenly Loving Father and Sweet Jesus for taking care of Sweet Baby Bowen and his family and all of us. xoxoxo)
Amen,
Nancy
Lindsey Gust-Niswonger
March 15, 2011 at 9:52 am
It always seems as though the minute we get them into the doctor – they are ok. I am so happy and thankful he was just “in a funk” and will be ok. The virus Claire had is so bad! My 11 month had it for 2 weeks…very very scary time for us also. We’ll keep you all in our prayers as we always do!
*Bowens pic is adorable! It makes my heart happy to see him smile!!
Debbie Cantrell
March 15, 2011 at 9:52 am
May God bless you and your wife so much for your dedication to your family. Trying to keep things as normal as possible, when they’re anything but, is such a huge task. Bowen looks like he is being mischievious, and I am so proud to see him smiling….I love his hair by the way!!
I will keep praying for Bowen, and your family. I know so many people are praying that you can’t help but feel it!!
I know the posts help you to relieve some of the things that dwell on your mind, but we also are relieved when we read that Bowen is okay, and that somehow in the scheme of things, God has the ultimate control and the final say. He is with Bowen, I have no doubt. So, hang in there & know that alot of people are holding your son up in prayer, and that God listens to those who are faithful.
Krista
March 15, 2011 at 10:02 am
SO glad all is well! It is NEVER wrong to be safe and make the trip though just to be sure.
I LOVE his smile! Annabelle FINALLY gave me a smile of her own the other day. It’s amazing how little normal things like a smile can redeem a lot of negative stuff, especially when that smile was 6 months in coming!
LOVE that song as well. It’s SO great to know that through all the crud, we do have God’s blessed assurance that he loves us and is with us. When everything seems crazy, it’s one solid thing we can count on.
Erin
March 15, 2011 at 10:03 am
I’m so glad to hear that Bowen is doing well. When I read the first part of this post, it reminds me that my problems could be worse. I could be stressing about other/worse things. I feel so dumb when I see what you and your family has had to go through and then I look at my petty problems and it’s like God saying, “come on, Erin.” So anyways, thanks for the post. I love reading about your family.
Claudia
March 15, 2011 at 10:06 am
So glad Bowen is doing better. He is so cute!!!! Hope Claire is doing better as well. Will be praying for you all!
Hold fast onto the Lord for He is in control of all your circumstances.
With love,
Bridgett Cunningham
March 15, 2011 at 10:15 am
Glad to hear nothing was wrong wit Bowen. And it is funny I am not loking the move we made From SOuthern CA to Klamath Falls OR. Down there we never seemed to be sick, here now every time it seems the kids are getting better, something else hits them. Stomach bug to bad cold, to RSV back to stomach bug, with like a day or two in between. Our yougest had RSV that was scary. 104 fever for 5 days and all you can do is let it run its course. Let the body fight it. Just as soon as she was getting better and acting her normal self we all came down with a bug. I personally have never been sick so many times. I LOVE Klamath Falls. It is Beautiful and I know it isnt allllll Klamaths fault =o)..
Tammi T. (a mom of an HLHS boy)
March 15, 2011 at 10:32 am
Sounds like you’re having some practice in taking your thoughts captive! It can be a hard thing to do but the rewards are greater if we can do it. Bowen looks great! I know an ER pic isn’t the ideal but you did the right thing. Glad to hear that they haven’t found anything of concern. We continue to pray.
Brenna
March 15, 2011 at 10:33 am
Thanks for the latest update! You are never far from our hearts and minds and my girls request prayers for Bowen both at home and school! Praying that Bowen continues to perk up and that you’re able to all stay home as a family during his recovery. Many blessings to you!
Sandra
March 15, 2011 at 10:33 am
I am glad to hear that both of them are doing okay! Bowen gets more beautiful each day! I will continue to pray for you and your family. God Bless
Amanda Collins
March 15, 2011 at 10:51 am
Looks like he has a sense of humor already! You guys are great parents, hang in there, we are all praying for you. I won’t say don’t worry about your girls, but they can see that you are loving their brother and that says more than the time you are having to spend away from them right now. Just keep loving your family and God will take care of the rest.
Mallory Fields
March 15, 2011 at 10:51 am
To the whole family please nobody else get sick Im so sorry that the girls keep getting sick just about, and Bowen your like me if you get sick well your parents have to rush you straight to the doctor because if they don’t right away well, since you and me have (HLHS) well that isn’t good to just wait around the house with one of your sisters that is sick because well then you will catch it. That’s why when anyone in my family is sick my parents are like Mal stay in your room and don’t come out! But when Im sick they do the same to my sisters Shellye(24) and Brittany (16) an acourse IM (17) so me and Brittany are very close in age and we are very close sisters I think the world of her. Hope all is well and sorry your parents had to rush you to Mott, I know they were surprised to see you with your parents again and well IM glad they didn’t fine anything wrong with you I know your parents are glad as well.
Brian Elliott
March 15, 2011 at 10:55 am
Thank you for being transparent and sharing your heart. Through your experiences, you’ve ministered to many. Thank you! The LORD of heaven and earth continue to be with you and your family. Thank you for the photo of Bowen, it brought joy to my heart. May the grace of our LORD JESUS CHRIST be with you and your family.
Brian Elliott from Bakersfield, CA
Karen
March 15, 2011 at 10:57 am
What a wonderful picture! He is absolutely beautiful! I continue to pray for Bowen and your entire family and know that God is in control. You are a constant inspiration to me – you face difficulties daily, yet your faith grows stronger. May God contine to bless you, Bowen, Sarah, Emmy and Claire today and everyday!
Karen
Denise
March 15, 2011 at 11:04 am
Love you Guys!!!!
Holli
March 15, 2011 at 11:06 am
I am so glad to see that Bowen is doing well. He just wanted the whole family together again 🙂
Matt, the tile looks great! Sorry about your hands though.
Sarah, you have got to be one of the strongest women I have heard about, that is why God blessed you with such a special son, He knew you would be able to take care of him.
Bless you all 🙂
Kristen
March 15, 2011 at 11:21 am
Thank you for posting this, Matt. I was getting concerned when I didn’t see a post since the last one when you took Bowen home. I check this site almost daily to see how Bowen is doing, for your family has touched my heart so much, first through your music, and now through your son. I continue to pray for this little guy, and that God will give you more and more joy as he heals, and any strength you may need for the wilderness.
Yours in Faith,
Kristen
Anna
March 15, 2011 at 11:45 am
I completely understand, as we are struggling with our feeding issues with our heart baby, I constantly struggle with my rollarcoaster emotions. At the end, it’s too tiring to worry so much and He is there to help is carry some of that burden.
Jennifer O'Keefe
March 15, 2011 at 11:56 am
Oh my goodness….What an adorable picture! As an adult enduring open heart surgery I can honestly say the first week home is the toughest….the physical discomfort can be overwhelming….and one can be very cranky. As the days continue the discomfort becomes less and less as the body heals. Praying that his smile continues and each day brings him strength and comfort. Also, praying for comfort and strength for you and your family…..and much rest 🙂
Lisa
March 15, 2011 at 11:57 am
That little smile melts my heart! He’s such a handsome guy–we will continue to pray for his healing and for his happy Spirit to return. We will be praying for Claire and all of you as well… we wish you only the best, friends!
Angela
March 15, 2011 at 11:58 am
Bowen has such a beautiful smile <3 Thanks for the update and we are sure praising God that it wasn't anything major on your trip to the ER!!! Continued prayers and blessings 🙂
Jayne Kravis
March 15, 2011 at 12:36 pm
Oh golly what a sweet baby! I am sooo thankful the Lord has answered our prayers for him!
Susie Michaud
March 15, 2011 at 12:45 pm
Sorry about the yuck week……but happy to hear nothing major is going on. Emotions are powerful. Sometimes I wish there was an off button. It would be easier to get things done sometimes. I’ve been struggling with my attitude lately. My husband has been sweeter than ever lately and I’ve been a grump. When I get overwhelmed with too much to do, instead of fighting to get as much done as I can, I tend to get the attitutude,”What I can accomplish won’t make enough of a difference anyway.” And I focus on everything that’s not done instead of what has been done and what there is to be thankful for. Pretty rotten attitude. So, I’ve been having to talk to God about making my heart right lately. You mentioned on twitter that we can control our attitude, so make it a good one! I’ve been praying to submit to God better and have a thankful approach toward everything.The fact that He is God, that He loves us more than we can comprehend and, what He has done and will do for us, is more than a good enough reason to have a good day. You have a beautiful family and I am so thankful that all these people can get together and share fellowhip in Christ.
Susie Michaud
March 15, 2011 at 12:48 pm
Oh, and the tile looks great! Staying up til 3:00 AM…eeek!
Alyssa Jensen
March 15, 2011 at 1:19 pm
Glad to hear that Bowen’s doing OK, and that the ER visit gave you peace of mind. As a parent, I understand how important peace of mind is, and I too would travel hundred’s of miles to get it. I pray that Bowen continues to progress & has no set backs. That the Lord would keep HIS healing hands on Bowen & the girls, and that HE would give you both continuious peace of mind. Knowing that HE has HIS loving arms wraped around your family, may you rejoice & be glad. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Blessings ♥
Karen
March 15, 2011 at 1:32 pm
What a face…and smile. I’m glad for the peace of mind that the ER trip no doubt brought. What a miracle it remains that Bowen is recuperating at home instead of at the hospital. I will pray that Bowen becomes more active and less irritable and that his sweet sisters remain healthy as I have no doubt they’re a key ingredient in Bowen’s recovery. I appreciate the insights on control–I’m a worrier by (I was going to say nature, but really, it’s by choice)–right now focusing on getting our son out of Tokyo–and it’s a needed reminder, today of all days, that God remains in control.
Melody
March 15, 2011 at 1:34 pm
What a sweet pic of little Bowen! Glad he is ok! Pray for him and your family every night. Thank you for sharing you life with me! So encouraging.
Page Family
March 15, 2011 at 2:36 pm
Isn’t it amazing the roller coaster of emotions that can hit so fast and sudden? We are so glad that Bowen is feeling OK and hope that your girls continue to stay healthy again as well. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers often! 🙂
Lots of Love
The Page family
jessica
March 15, 2011 at 3:29 pm
wow, what a handyman!! it’s beautiful!
and just so you know, i’m 25, my sister’s 21, and we still take our parents on crazy rides. but i’m convinced that raising children teaches parents tons more about God’s love. (at least that’s what i tell myself! haha.)
thanks for your wonderful reminder that God is in control. His sovereign plan can’t be understood by mere crazy people like us, but it’s so neat to read posts like this for the encouragement to keep trusting.
i’m praying for your family!
Cheryl
March 15, 2011 at 4:01 pm
Praying for your beautiful family.
Your sister in Christ…Cheryl
Yelena T.
March 15, 2011 at 4:03 pm
I am glad to hear that Bowen is doing. We are praying that he heals quick and recovers and that your day to day things at home would be easier to deal with than they are right now. Bowen looks happy in the picture, almost bashful. Be strong in our Lord.
Yelena
Rachel
March 15, 2011 at 4:11 pm
i love the song Blessed Assurance so much, it is such a meaningful song! i am glad Bowen is doing good!
God bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
,Rachel
Rachel
March 17, 2011 at 3:48 pm
Matt you hopefully get MUCH better at laying tile!!!!!!!!!!! 🙂 B-)
Jill Haskins
March 15, 2011 at 4:38 pm
Matt-
You are so right. Knowing what and why I believe what I do is the only reason that I can still say that I love God with my whole being after Joshua died.
The period of time from our diagnosis to his death was a time of really trying to figure out who He is and what He does in our lives. It was a time of figuring out that He is still good no matter what He allows to happen in our lives. I don’t think many people know what it’s like to get to this point in their faith. It’s that point of complete surrender and helplessness but also a point of complete trust and love in the One who is in control.
I’m so glad Bowen has been doing so well.
Much love to you and your family,
Jill
ps. you should have called. Shane is a master at tiling (and pretty much everything else related to home repair!) :o)
Caleb J.L
March 20, 2011 at 12:56 am
I am the oldest of five kids! My younger siseter died in a car wreck 3 weeks ago. She was only 19 and graduated from our private Highschool last year. She never made any true comitted friends until 2 months before she died. She had only 2 but I know that she now has millions!!!!! I would like be your friend and a comfort to you if I may! The Word says LET US COMFERT EACH OTHER WITH THE SAME CONFORT THAT COMFORTED US. I would love to give you a couple of scritptures if I may. Email me at [email protected]. God Bless you sister!!! YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!!!
Angel Herrera
March 15, 2011 at 4:57 pm
What a beautiful, happy boy he is. I bet seeing that face is one of the most amazing things. I’m glad there was nothing seriously wrong with him. I feel so close to him and to you after all this time reading your blog. I pray for you son every night.
Elise
March 15, 2011 at 5:39 pm
I just love that baby! So glad everything seems to be ok!
You hit the nail on the head about theology. Nowhere in the “welcome to parenthood” brochure do they tell you that the rest of your life will be a roller coaster ride of emotions, with worry and fear featuring prominently. Even with four essentially healthy kids, we have seen it: Oldest daughter with a heart defect that is fairly common but that caused a murmur significant enough to spur a referral to a pediatric cardiologist at 2 years old… Middle daughter with a strange talent for disappearing into thin air… Youngest daughter who went through a battery of tests to rule out, among other things, Leukemia as the cause of her constantly swollen lymph nodes… Son who can’t seem to even catch a common cold without spiking a fever between 103 and 105 degrees… And this past fall, my husband and the father of all of these little bundles of joy and stress started exhibiting signs of a neurological disorder, and his neurologist’s ineptitude left us with more unanswered questions than we knew what to do with, and good old “Dr. Google” replaced some of those questions with some very, very troubling potential answers. Some of which I couldn’t even bring myself to discuss with my husband.
As I faced possibilities with my husband that ranged from mild to severe to lethal, my faith wavered. It was my fault, not God’s. But it seemed like the world was ending. My family’s entire future was hanging in the balance and I just could not seem to remember where I put my “blessed assurance” but I knew that somewhere along the way I’d laid it down to try to carry around something much heavier on my own.
I’ve mentioned before, in other comments, the profound inspiration Bowen and you all have been to me as I dealt with difficult issues; just thought I’d share a bit about them. You all were a significant part of the formula God used to remind me Whose I was and Who controlled my family’s future, and to remind me that He is trustworthy.
I KNOW that in this life I, like everyone else on the planet, will face some sorrow, some struggles, some heartaches. (How merciful that God keeps us from knowing the details in advance!) I don’t get to choose; it is a given. A hazard of the condition known as life. I DO get to choose whether to face them alone or with God. I get to choose whether to struggle and strain with an impossible weight or to step away from it and invite God to take over. I may not always like what He does with it, but I can’t do a single thing with it, so why would I try to deal with it in my own power? I can bear in mind that He loves me and whatever His purpose is, it is not to hurt me. Even if it happens to do so along the way. God loves my husband and my kids and He knows how to create beauty even from ashes. So why would I want to dwell on the ashes and miss the beauty?
I know that’s not a profound revelation for you guys; that’s a description of the journey you’re on right this very minute. But it was profound for me. Being a distant witness to your journey with Bowen showed me that I have been largely sheltered by circumstances in my life, even for all of its imperfections. But circumstances change. I needed a better shelter.
We’re still not sure what’s going on with my husband, although there are some positive indicators that have helped to ease our fears about the future a bit. But somewhere along the way, as I was sharing in your journey with Bowen and fumbling through ours, I came across my Blessed Assurance again. Gonna try and hang onto it this time. 🙂
Thank you for your faithfulness, your openness, your insight… Just everything. Thanks for letting us be a part of all of this. To say that it’s been a privilege is really a gross understatement.
Dana
March 15, 2011 at 6:35 pm
Elise,
Thank you for this:
“I KNOW that in this life I, like everyone else on the planet, will face some sorrow, some struggles, some heartaches. (How merciful that God keeps us from knowing the details in advance!) I don’t get to choose; it is a given. A hazard of the condition known as life. I DO get to choose whether to face them alone or with God. I get to choose whether to struggle and strain with an impossible weight or to step away from it and invite God to take over. I may not always like what He does with it, but I can’t do a single thing with it, so why would I try to deal with it in my own power? I can bear in mind that He loves me and whatever His purpose is, it is not to hurt me. Even if it happens to do so along the way. God loves my husband and my kids and He knows how to create beauty even from ashes. So why would I want to dwell on the ashes and miss the beauty?”
Dana
Julie
March 15, 2011 at 6:01 pm
I have been following your “journey” after learning about it on Air1. Last week after church I was talking with one of the new couples at our church and found out that their 4 year old son, Malachi, was born with the same heart condition as Bowen. It was so great to be able to talk with them with some understanding of what it was, and I also encouraged them to look up your website. Thanks for being so real as you share your family journey with us. God bless, and you are in our prayers everyday. LOVE your music, also, Matt!! Julie
Kelly R
March 15, 2011 at 6:36 pm
Hammitt Family,
I have to say my heart just melted when I saw the pic of little Bowen smiling from ear to ear……just lit up the world, I’m sure. I am glad that your daughter is doing well. I wanted to say thanks for allowing me to pray for your family and for Bowen…..it is such a blessing for me, as well, because I have found that through Bowen and your family’s story….I am drawn closer to God and am reminded of how precious life truly is. Also, that God is always in control!!! He is truly an AWESOME GOD!!!! I am so thankful that the ER visit turned out a “good bill of health” and can honestly say from experience…..is always better to be on the safe side and make the trip…..although, as others have said……the little darlings seem to be fine when you get there!!! Little Bowen is such a sweetie….cute beyond words. A true Angel, he is!! I continue to pray for your family and little Bowen….I pray for his continued “good bills of health” and for speedy healing. I always look forward to reading your blog………..God Bless Bowen and your family!!
Peace and Love,
Kelly R.
Brenda Zenk
March 15, 2011 at 6:52 pm
Such a precious little guy you have there and also such beautiful daughters. When times are tough it’s hard to hold tight but God promises in his good book that he will never give you more than you can handle. Hang in there and hold your precious Bowen tight and love him with all you got. I feel God has big plans for your little guy. God Bless Your Sister In Christ Brenda
Holly Johnson
March 15, 2011 at 7:45 pm
So glad that Bowen’s tests turned out good. Still praying for him and the entire family daily!! Love you all!
Suzie Thompson
March 15, 2011 at 8:29 pm
What a beautiful little face!! Blessed assurance indeed!!!
Love and prayers from Murietta, California
Burns Family
March 15, 2011 at 8:31 pm
Bowen’s big grin has stayed in my mind all day! Sending healthy thoughts your way!
Laura (Mom to Andrew HLHS)
March 15, 2011 at 9:35 pm
Speedbumps—that’s what we called those with our son Andrew!!! So glad all checked out well and he sure looks like he’s fine! I loved your post about knowing who is in control when you are not—to a control freak, it is always give me piece to know that the One who sees all, knows all, and can handle all is taking care of it!!!! We continue to pray each night for baby Bowen and for your family!
lis
March 15, 2011 at 9:43 pm
Haha! Bowen’s gotten a head start on April Fools Day..that smile totally looks like a “haha fooled ya”..Sounds like you’ve had a rough week and done some deep thinking..Hope you all have a blessed week to come ~ Prayers ~ Lis
Jenn
March 15, 2011 at 9:56 pm
I am so glad to hear Bowen is okay. I had to take C to the ER a couple of weeks ago with pneumonia and low sats. It is incredibly sucky to have to go back to the hospital unexpectedly, but I’m glad you have the peace of mind in knowing he is okay.
I hope you guys are able to just tuck in at home for a while and enjoy being together. And enjoy that tile work. Nice!
Linda
March 15, 2011 at 11:18 pm
So happy that Bowen has perked up now and is doing well (Claire too!) So thankful that you share your hearts with us…you always give me something to think on and pray about. Continuing to pray for Bowen and your family!
Hollie
March 15, 2011 at 11:59 pm
Bowen is so handsome! I love the hair and smile! Glad to hear he is ok. God bless you and your family.
Donna Thoutt
March 16, 2011 at 12:07 am
always better safe than sorry Matt ~ Prayers for an uneventful next few weeks
DUKE and ANGIE MURDEN
March 16, 2011 at 12:37 am
I was saying the same thing to my bible study group about theology. my take on theology is that we dont live in a perfect world, we live in a fallen world with God’s permissive will at work. When we go thru hard times God grieves with us. This gives me comfort. I also know he is working the hard times we go thru for his good. Thank you, Jesus.
In his Love,
Angie
PS Really glad Bowen is doing well!
Stephanie Snow
March 16, 2011 at 12:39 am
Glad to hear everything is ok in the hospital. Made me smile to see that sweet smile on your son’s face. We are praying for all of you. Hope that your little one is feeling better and the fever’s dont come back
Leah Kramer
March 16, 2011 at 8:07 am
Keeping Bowen in our prayers! Thank you for sharing. Love the new picture of Bowen. He is beautiful.
God Bless,
The Kramer family
Petra
March 16, 2011 at 8:54 am
Thank you for the update on Bowen…..I’ve been wondering and praying he healing well…
Wishing him a speedy recovery and I absolutely admire your strength…Matt and Sarah-you are wonderful and inspiring parents:) God Bless you and your picture perfect family.
Raylene and Ben
March 16, 2011 at 9:36 am
You have to put all of your “posts” into a book. I don’t have a sick child, but have had struggles in other areas of my life and I, like you, hold on fast to God’s promises. Your words are encouraging to me and to others as well. Your thoughts, feeling and words, along with scripture are very uplifting and I think you should put all of these into a book. I would buy it! So glad Bowen is doing better each day!
Nancy Black
March 16, 2011 at 9:48 am
Good Morning Matt, Sarah, Claire, Emmy, and Bowen,
I just want to wish you a “Happy John 3:16 Day,” a day that is full of Love, Mercy, and Faith. God Bless all of you with Joy and Love.
Sincerely,
Nancy
Micah Peacock
March 16, 2011 at 10:30 am
You thought that was pretty funny, didn’t you Bowen? : ) The flu season is almost over, and Claire will be perky again in no time : )
Ecclesiastes 3:1, To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
Bunches of Love and Prayers,
Micah
Maria
March 16, 2011 at 11:28 am
Oh, Bowen looks wonderful! Just look at that smile! He is precious. We are so thankful that he’s doing well and continue to lift you ALL up in prayer.
Matt, the tile looks great but you better put something on that banged up thumb of yours! 🙂
Love to all of you.
Nan Lunsford
March 16, 2011 at 11:33 am
Thank you so much for posting this. It was exactly what I needed to hear today. I am still praying daily for your sweet little boy and trusting that God is in control. Thanks for keeping us updated and God bless you and your family.
Nadine in Nevada
March 16, 2011 at 12:00 pm
That precious smile is straight from God. Bowen is an amazing little boy and I thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. Your faith is an inspiration to me in ways you can’t imagine. Give the kids a special hug and kiss from me. Nadine in Nevada
Jessica T
March 16, 2011 at 2:20 pm
1-that tile is beauitful…
2-your hand looks painful…
3-SO glad Bowen is okay…Praise the Lord!
Keeping you guys in my prayers
crystal willis
March 16, 2011 at 2:23 pm
Beautiful baby boy!!! Thank God that he is such a good healer, (God and Bowen) 🙂
Maddy
March 16, 2011 at 3:52 pm
How encouraging! He looks like such a sweetie! = )
Jeanie
March 16, 2011 at 6:12 pm
He is just precious. Praying for good health for him.
Wendy
March 16, 2011 at 7:37 pm
Wow! He looks great! God has been SO gracious! glad he’s perked up and he can be with his sisters again. I’m glad everyones on the mend!
wendy
Brittany Smith
March 16, 2011 at 10:31 pm
Your boy is just so beautiful. I just love his smile. Sorry to hear you had yet another trying week. Glad to hear things are shaping up, though. Will continue to pray for things to get better and better for you.
Jill Cushing
March 16, 2011 at 11:00 pm
Thank you so much as you open your hearts and your family by sharing yourselves with us. We’ve been watching and praying since day 1. I have posted 1 time before, and felt compelled to write this time. As you have 2 daughters, you are probably already learning, they will give you more gray hairs for each time we think something might be “off,” but to be safe, we bring them to the dr, and they are A-OK. I am sooooo thankful everything came back ok. And the picture of Bowen with that HUUUUUUUUGGGEEE smile, melted my heart. Made it my desktop background so I have him to put a smile on my face every time I sit down to work. He is such a sweet heart. It’s amazing how so many people can be in love with your little Bowen, as well as your family, and we don’t even know each other. Thank you so much for the updates as I pass them along to others 🙂
Blessings and many prayers to your beautiful family,
Jill, Eamon, Eamon & Ethan Cushing
lisa carlin
March 17, 2011 at 7:47 am
bowen is getting cuter by the day! it’s hard to judge these babies by symptons alone. we made alot of false alarm er trips along the way. it’s the nature of the beast,, beast being the heart defect. as he grows bigger, the trips will become much futher apart. hang in there, your lives will be normal, somewhat, again as time goes by. dylan was in for an overnight 2 weeks ago with a virus. it was our shortest stay to date! ttyl,, Lisa xoxoxo
Veronica
March 17, 2011 at 10:20 am
Thanks for the update! Had been praying for him and checkin the site regularly to see how thing’s were going at home. So glad that the ER trip was uneventful!! Better safe than sorry : )
Emily
March 17, 2011 at 10:21 am
I’m sorry you had to drive all that way when the gas prices are so high, but I LOVE that picture of Bowen!!! It’s the cutest yet!!! I hope Claire is feeling better. I’m glad there’s nothing wrong with Bowen! Still praying for you all. God Bless!!!
Christie
March 17, 2011 at 11:39 am
God has given me a word for you: Don’t look at Bowen’s scars as a reminder of the past (the pain and suffering of the surgeries) but look at them as a sign of the future (healing and Grace and a life to be lived!!).
Lauren Senter
March 17, 2011 at 11:52 am
I love that beautiful smile of his 🙂 He looks great. Glad to hear he is doing well!
I definitely agree with what you said about how important it is to know who is in control when we realize that we’re not. God has really been showing me this recently in my life, that He is in control. He knows what He is doing, even when I do not understand why something has to happen or how it’s going to play out. There is great comfort in knowing that God is working for my good and that the things He asks me to be obedient in are not meant to be burdensome for me (1 John 5:3) but are meant for my good (Deut. 10:12-13). And I actually just read in 2 Corinthians 1:3-7 this morning about how God pours His comfort out into us so that we can pour it out into other people, so that they can know the comfort of God in their times of suffering and need. I thought that was pretty awesome so I figured I’d share with you. 🙂
I pray that God reminds you of His love today and that you are filled with joy in His presence.
See you in Midland on Saturday!!! 🙂
Blessings,
Lauren
Lauren Senter
March 21, 2011 at 12:06 am
It was nice meeting you at the Midland concert on Saturday! Great show 🙂
Glenda Farrell
March 17, 2011 at 2:13 pm
I enjoyed reading your comments from 3/15, as well as seeing your wonderful blessing “Bowen”. I have been following his story via KLove in my hometown in IN and praying for him, as well as for your family.
Over the past 20 years, I have had many struggles – I was 28 y/o and had just had a newborn baby girl, and a 5 y/o, too, and my husband was killed while working on a construction job. He was a Youth Minister, also, getting ready to apply for the Senior MInister position. I didn’t realize my life could change so drastically so fast. I remember sometimes wondering and questioning “Why is this happening to me?. I continued to stand firm in my faith and God has brought me through. My girls are now 25 and 20. I remarried 5 years after the death of my husband and became a step-mother, as well, Wow – I didn’t realize how hard that would be either. There have been many, many struggles through this blended family, but at the end of each one I am reminded of the poem/song – “Footprints in the Sand” and knowing that God was there carrying me through each one.
It is awesome knowing that God is in control – all the time – for His children.
May God continue to bless your family, and baby Bowen with continued healing.
In His Love,
Glenda
c.c.
March 17, 2011 at 2:18 pm
god, that is a beautiful little boy.
Joy Cooke
March 17, 2011 at 5:02 pm
I am so greatfull to God for bringing Boewn thru the surgery. Your aricles show where you put your trust. Always look up for God never fails and He never leaves us or forsakes us. Bowen will grow up to be a mighty man of God just like his dad and mom. Your daughtwers are beautiful and your boy is a delight. Your family is in my heart and prayers.
Joy
Kelly
March 17, 2011 at 5:50 pm
What a wonderful picture, Matt and Sarah! Praying for you ALL. So thankful he is doing better!
Rose
March 17, 2011 at 5:58 pm
Talk about emotions! I can’t read this without crying. God is so good! You are so blessed! I know about trusting Him. My husband passed away 1 1/2 years ago, leaving me to raise 3 teenagers. It takes a lot of faith to KNOW that everything is in God’s hands and it will be ok, no matter what happens, because you KNOW that He is in control. Your site is blessing me. Love your music, too.
Toni O'Gorman
March 17, 2011 at 7:09 pm
Praise God for the ongoing miracles in your lives. Bowen’s smile is a joy to my heart & I trust that Claire is doing better as well. I was just reminded today that nothing takes God by surprise. He always is in control. He knows what you need at any given time & provides it. Your family never ceases to amaze me. I love the way that you guys have each other to share the daily struggles with. And more importantly, you share a love of God. What a strength & encouragement that must be for all of you. Continue to trust Him & you will always have all you need to get througth it. I look forward to seeing more pictures of the whole family. The girls must be estatic over their brother.
Love in Christ; Toni
BONNIE
March 18, 2011 at 5:53 am
Welcome Home Bowen. Your parents and sisters missed you. About emotions true, because you have to submit them to GOD who is in control, when I feel I can’t I just cry and I end up with no tears. I talk to GOD like a friend, I can’t no more Daddy (Abba Father) I need your help I submit it all to you, he is good and faithful I end up with no tears. Emotions are emotions that is why they were given to us to express our emotions, laughter, or joy, or just gratitude to a loving Father.
little Bowen whose sense of humor do you have, your mom or your dad’s. Welcome back you are blessing to all, even to me when I see your smile. Blessing little one to you and your family
Joanna
March 18, 2011 at 9:22 am
Bowen is just so handsome! Thanks for the message, that’s what I needed. 🙂
Cassie Norton
March 18, 2011 at 1:11 pm
Gorgeous Smile 🙂
Jesse
March 18, 2011 at 2:02 pm
“Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God!”
You’re right, good biblical theology combined with the comfort of the Holy Spirit is the greatest help in the storms of life. I just prayed for Bowen and your whole family.
Tina
March 18, 2011 at 2:14 pm
Wow! What a powerful testimony you have, thanks to your precious son. Life is hard to understand at times, but I do know that He is good, all the time. So, if we can indeed just rest in Him, we can find that peace that passes all understanding. Hang tough. Many prayers are going up. Blessings to you and your sweet family.
Eva Hunter
March 18, 2011 at 4:43 pm
Matt and Sarah,
Thanks so much for the update. Your family is very special to me, may the Lord continue to keep your family safe. Bowen has such a sweet smile, you can see the love it his eyes. Take Care and know that I will be praying for the Hammit Family. The Lord is so good……..
Heather
March 19, 2011 at 3:34 pm
I just can’t get your little boys smile out of my head 🙂 I find myself just wanting to visit your page to see the picture above over and over again. After all he’s been through, he’s still smiling. All of us can learn a lot from this little boy. No matter what life throws at you, God is holding your hand and you can rest assured everything is according to his plan. Live life for God, in peace, love and happiness and you will be joyful despite all obstacles that may come your way. Bless you little Bowen and your wonderful family 🙂
LEYANET ALAMO
March 19, 2011 at 4:32 pm
Believe it or not, Your baby Bowen, and I have something in common, When i heard your stories about your baby bowen at Atlanta fest and i was a little amazing because i never thought that a baby would have something in common with me… I was a premature baby. I was a month early, Believe it or not, the doctor actually told my mom that i was not going to make it at all! i had went through a lot due to the fact that i was born wayy too early but not only the fact that i was way too early, i have a disability called Hearing impairment and i got that from my premature birth. it was really hard for me being hearing impairment… Being labeled as a disabled in a society that filled with a lot of bullying, and judgment and all of that.. i got to experience not only the bullying, the judgment, but also the negative thoughts about myself… I wonder why me? Why do i have to get this disability? I didn’t really fully love myself, Never really fully to accept for who i am. I did everything in order to fit in… trying to change who i am… and hide everything about myself, including about my disability because i felt so ashamed about having a disability! i realized that Maybe God have a purpose for me, Maybe God have special plan for me… and i realized that because I decided to be an deaf interpreter so i can help out all those kids who may feel like they will never will be accepted, who may feel like they are meant to be here on earth… and i know that because i had been there and It’s not very good feeling to have that! I want to make a difference! I am so honored not to give you my stories of i went through at Atlanta fest but i am honored that to hear this story and gave me so much hope that I am special… maybe not to everyone, but to God. I may be nobody to you but at least im somebody in god’s eye. I am deeply involved with “To WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS” because i had been some stuff that i am not proud of and i felt like i am alone everyday because i have no one talk to. I have no one to actually be friends and that is part of my life being labeled of disabled . I hope that Somebody maybe God will do something so amazing! maybe at Atlanta Fest 2011 he will do that but i hope he does for me! I’m not saying that i do accept who i am but it took me lonnng time to realized that God love me for who i am but i always have the void in my life to realized that im always going to be different! that is a pretty hard picture to look at! i am thankful that i am alive to be here and make a difference!
Caleb J.L
March 20, 2011 at 12:51 am
Mrs. Leyanet Alamo if you need a friend I am here! I have 3 autistic younger siblings and just had my 19 yeard sister die in a car wreck 3 weeks ago! Plus I have done some ver yshameful things to! I have very few TRUE FRIENDS ! I would love to be your friend! Please email me at [email protected] if you want me as your friend!!! I care about you alot dear sister and your not alone!!!! God loves you and so do I!
From a brother in Christ,
Caleb J.LJ
Kristen
March 20, 2011 at 8:42 am
Tile looks great! My husband has done quite a bit of tile in his work (construction) and between that and everything else he does (gardening, mechanics), his hands usually look that bad and worse. (He rarely wears gloves. 🙁 ) A good cure we have found is to give the wife a foot massage with a little oil. 🙂 Love Bowen’s big smile! Keeping you all in prayer. 🙂 😉
Tammy Durkee
March 20, 2011 at 5:03 pm
Hi! I don’t have a computer connection at home, so I haven’t had a chance to post that I’ve been praying over the last month or two for Baby Bowen. I heard on K-Love that you were going to print out the prayers and show him one day when he’s older. I just wanted you to know I was praying during that time, usually several times a day that God’s Will be done. What a precious little miracle he is. I truly hope you will be able to see him go through all of life’s stages . . . preschool through high school, maybe college, marriage, and hopefully kids of his own . . . and that you would both be there to see your grandchildren from Bowen grow up. God Bless you and your family. Baby Bowen . . . Hold on! just another day or two! I can see the clouds are moving faster now, and the sun is breaking through! If you can hold on to the One who’s holding you, there’s nothing that can stop God’s crazy love from breaking through! (Toby Mac) God Bless you! In Christ’s Love, Tammy
Amy and Tracy
March 20, 2011 at 7:13 pm
Sooooooo glad to hear that Bowen is doing better!!!!!=D=DPraise God!!!!!=D=D was starting to get worried=(=( Life often leaves us feeling out of control and God just wants to reminds us that He is in Control and just wants us to trust Him even when life is tough!!!!!!=D=D We serve an Amaaaaaaaazing God!!!!!!!=D=D Bowen is absolutely adorable!!!!!!=D=D We’ll contine to keep Baby Bowen and you guys in our prayers!!!!!!=D=D Love you guys!!!!!=D=D <3always,+Amy and Tracy+(Your Sisters In Christ)=)=)
Helena Hardin
March 20, 2011 at 11:34 pm
As a critical care cardiac nurse I was touched to hear Bowen’s story at the Monroe, Michigan concert tonight. The strength you and your beautiful family possess is awe inspiring. I work everyday of my life to mend broken hearts and to see Bowen’s smile shine and his heart beat with strength makes me know a cardiac nurse’s work is never in vane. You have been blessed, and I have as well. I have a journey to heal hearts and your journey is to heal spirits. Best wishes and God Bless!!
Lynn Sawyer
March 22, 2011 at 1:37 am
3/21/11
Dear Matt and Sarah,
Really liked these words fm. your daily share abt. theology. I really get alot fm. your meditations; thank you!! Bowen looks great, and Gabriel, my grandson, I think was saying ‘this’ while playing fetch w/the beachball the other day!! How close to a yr. is Bowen? He’ll really be changing FAST, now; are you ready!! Give the girls a kiss for me. Till next time,
Lynn
Sacramento, CA
Melissa Chapman
March 22, 2011 at 9:24 pm
Thank you for sharing…
I’m a HLHS mom to Sam, my eight year old, post-Fontan survivor. From reading your blog, it sounds like you are learning life lessons concerning faith that have taken me the past 8 years to find. Thank you for your words of wisdom. Dr. Bove reconstructed our Sam’s little heart in 2003 and 2005. We praise the Lord for his goodness, guidance, and peace.
Heart Hugs from SC,
Melissa
Mary plowman
March 23, 2011 at 4:26 pm
So glad he is doing well. Seems my kids always feel better on the way to the Dr so I asked my Dr one time why is that and she told me it is because when they are sick and are in the house for so long and you leave into the fresh air they kind of get a revive that usually last just about as long as the visit. So it is a combo of the fresh air and just being out of the house!
Your Family continues to be in my prayers!
katie
March 27, 2011 at 1:30 am
dear matt and sarah ,bowen is so cute it makes me smile when i see him smile that i when i know he is doing good. god bless you and your family. i love your music if you jus keep singing your songs to bowen that should make him alot better. every night i pray for my gerbil that has a bad sickness but now i have two things to pray about and i am glad i have something to pray for .ecspecially bowen he is the one that i will pray for the most. , lots of love the mccoy family get better
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